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Name: Madeleine
Gender: Female
Interests: ♥Food, Photography, Dance, Reading, Music, BusRides, MiniCoopers, Sleep, Travelling, Cuddling, Piercings, Tattoos
Expertise: Being the: lateQueen, Secretskeeper, lazyBum, CamWhorer
Occupation: Your mother
Message: message me
MSN: missytoot._@hotmail.com
Member Since:
7/31/2006
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| HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY,  NICOLE YEO WEILING! :)
You're finally 18! Known you for 5 years, and all these while we've been complaining about our age, and that we wanna fast forward to be 18 as fast as possible. Now's your time and I hope you're thrilled about it!!! I AM JEALOUS OK?  You can officially buy cigarettes, smoke openly, buy alcohol, go into pubs, clubs, watch M18 movies, TAKE ON A DRIVING LICENSE @#$@#%!@#!!!! The last point is epic because let's be honest here, you've done the others before, so what's the kick in it? LOL. Hope you enjoy your 18th birthday this year with your beloved friends/family/enemies/pets/spirits... I'm sorry that I couldn't stay longer during your BBQ last Friday, and that I can't meet you up today or something because of my exams, but you're promised a date when my holiday comes, okay! ;) Also, please be more sensible and guai. Cannot stand your ahlianess and your late nights. It's unhealthy, cut down lah cb, next time got wrinkles all these please don't come whine to me like a dog that you already are anyway, HAHAHHA. Know that I love you and I care. <3! Okay gotta stop my mushiness before you start using it to brag again, HAHA _|_ P/S: Don't say I'm late, I'M STILL ON TIME THIS TIME!  | | |
| I just finished eating my first meal of the day and my eyes are closing! So sleepy, it's getting irritating! I NEED TO STUDY!!! I know I'm blogging as of now instead of so called studying, W/E. OOOOH YEAH, SCHOOL IS OVER BITCHES! ;D  It's now the exam period though, what a bummer. As of the next time school reopens, we're gonna be in Year2! I'm not VERY excited about that though, fuck dude, it's gonna be double/triple shagness. :( My school (School Of Hospitality) came up with rules about not being late/absent and proper attire! SIGH. Oh yeah, I got picked to be one of the 90 student leaders of SOH for Freshmen Orientation Programme!!! Omgzzz, I hope it'll be a blast! :D Anyone who's coming to RP, SOH, tell me!!!!!! I'll pull you into my team! fuck yeah, that's about it, enough rant regarding school. - I want a change. I need a change. This 2010 just feels the same, but it's because I'm not doing anything. Don't wait for something to happen, make it happen! Thing is, I don't know how I should change. My looks, my personality, my dressing, my behaviour??? I can't possibly change all at one go. And I really need an advisor.  
I kinda miss my messy long hair =/ *** I've created a formspring page!!! It's a page whereby YOU can ask ME ANYTHING and I WILL answer you ASAP with 99% of honesty! WAIT FOR THE BEST PART.. . . . YOU WILL BE ANONYMOUS! Even to me :( So creepy to receive a couple of creepy questions without knowing who it is. But it's all for the fun of it I guess. I'm someone who gets bored easily, so cmon, entertain me! :) http://www.formspring.me/MADDIELCH - 
What happened here? - STARDEE LO!~ Omg love love love Man United ; ROONEY! :) | | |
| It's 4 am and i'm sitting here feeling like I just lost a friend. I just want you to know I really love and care and *inserts whatever mushy stuff* you. 
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| I'm in school little ballsucking biatches! =) 
Taken last Wednesday.
So today I slept at 5+ am, and woke up at like 7am. Feeling excited about finally being able to see Kloveee! So much to tell her, (actually it has been like 3 weeks, everything kinda dissolved away) But guess what! While I was stoning in the MRT, I received a wonderful surpriseeeeeeeeee!~ -_- not gonna say much about it, just know that I stone alot in the MRT after that and I pretended to be going to school alone. He gave me an uncalled for surprise too. When I was paying up for my candy and cig, he cut my queue and bought this for me. 
Uhhhhhhhhhhh........ Footbal mag, what's the big deal??? . . . . 
THIS IS! =D It isn't only a jackass poster I can make fake sweet love to, it also serves as a calender. LOVES!! But I'm sorry, one of my resolution for 2010 is not to be soft-hearted. It ain't that easy to please me anymore. ......... uh..... meanwhile, Excuse me while I act like a retard around my ass whipping master :) 
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| I'm back as promised. And I wanna be bookmarked too, okay?
LOL.
if not i diao you till you die!!!! not with this kind of funny fuck face, of course! 
Today is a Tuesday. I didn't manage to go to school, this time because of my phone, AGAIN! Apparently, before it even get to ring my alarm, it died on me!!! Imagine my furyballs when I woke up at like 10AM naturally and jerked up to snatch my phone and see that it DIED! Then I'll check the time on my watch and see that it's toooooo late for me to go to school, so I'll just sleep back. SIBEH DULAN LOR. 
Yeah, so then I rot at home in high hopes that I'll study successfully. It's really irritating that everything is in your comp and you HAVE to use your computer to study!!! I get easily distracted. Luckily the modules are still tahanable(yeah, my language, can?) and quite interesting, so it's alright I guess.
I don't think I have anything else to talk about already. Just trying to make it look like a very lengthy and note worthy post to read. Fail much? Hahahahaha. 
Oh yeah, one more thing. YOU piss me off so much lately. Yes, YOU did so many things that are so sweet and nice, BUT I really don't know how much I'm worth in YOUR eyes. I don't even know what YOU see in me when I've NEVER even bother to talk to you much in the first place months ago. It's not as if we had heart to heart talks, and got feelings developed. YOU don't even ask, YOU don't even talk much. WE don't even hang out like normal friends back then. Everytime I think of YOU, sometimes it creeps me out. Like how the hell did I get such an.... admirer? Yet, YOU make things so much sweeter and easier each passing day. I appreciate YOU alot, I really do, but I hope YOU know we'll NEVER be together. I need someone who can make me laugh easily, who I can stare at dreamily, who I won't be afraid to be with alone, who can protect me when things happened. In return, I am the one who make YOU laugh, whom YOU stare at always for fuck knows what, who I really really don't feel VERY comfortable alone with YOU because YOU don't talk much and YOU take every chance to touch my arms(wtf_|_), who can't protect me even when something so serious happened recently. ALL YOU can do is tell me to FORGET ABOUT IT, DON'T PURSUE FURTHER, SAYING IT'S A SMALL THING AND YOU DON'T SEE THE FUSS ABOUT IT.
YOU know what? Fuck YOU! No wait, I can't even imagine myself kissing YOU, ew.
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